Pukul 2 pagi dan masih tak boleh tidur. Aku sedang memberi bantuan pernapasan kepada blog ku sendiri yang nampaknye ketandusan content sebab aku bergelut dengan NEXT berbulan-bulan lame-nya. Bak kata Shane Falco dalam movie kegemaranku bila coach dia tanya apa yang paling dia takuti, he said : quicksand.kenapa?
You're playing and you think everything is going fine.
Then one thing goes wrong. And then another. And another. You try
to fight back, but the harder you fight, the deeper you sink. Until
you can't move... you can't breathe... because you're in over your
head. Like quicksand.
Lebih kurang atau agak sama to what I've been through.I have decided NEXT is gonna be my last take in my career as a software developer.I fought the quicksand and i fought hard.Nothing beats the feeling seeing the fruits of your labor comes to life (i mean not life as in bernyawa..alah paham paham sendiri lah!).Proud,worrying something might go wrong and i have to get my hands dirty again..and yeah another quicksand.I have rested my weapons for a while,traveling to North today for user training.I know the war is far from over,it's going to be a short break for me.I need the strength to go through the quicksand again.Jumpa lagi di episod akan datang..jika ada kesempatan..